The Conditional
Screaming in the night
Sweating through tears and tremors
Racked by nightly visits
Visits of the conditional.
Walking through a crowded daytime
Hunched shoulders and shrouded eyes
Mouth sealed by the thoughts inside
Thoughts of the conditional.
Listening to him everyday
Nods of approval and shameful downward glances
Hands clenched to the sides
Holding the conditional.
Seeing the news every evening
Dozing off to the same stories
Mind closed to the possibility
The possibility of the conditional.
She would say something.
She would do something.
The conditional prodes her,
But she has muted her voice
Although she would.