Confused Father

When I got the new's of you being born

I felt a sharp pain in my chest like my hearts being torn

I can't decide if I am happy or sad

And I am considering if you should even call me dad

To be honest you weren't even planned

I feel as if i should not be around like I am banned 

I don't know if you want to know your real father

You should live a happy life and be someone els daughter

Me and your mother don't get along

For it is a sad story or even a song

We were young, reckless, and wild

And we weren't ready for a child

I'm so confused on what to do

For I am only human but you are to

I am so sorry for what I have done

And I want you to know I did this because I love you a ton