Day 12
11-21-16
AHHHHH!
I
Cant
Stop
Thinking
About
You
It is driving me
Off the wall.
I was supposed to have said goodbye
I was supposed to have let this go
But here I am
Once again
Writing to you.
I have finally broken…
This was my week of solitude
My version of Alaska
My way of escaping all that is big city
And falling into the depths of back country
But sadly my plan isn’t working out like I hoped it would
Because
Instead
As I watched the trees
Drift by
Their beautiful colors
Of crimson red
And golden yellow
Calling out to me
my thoughts called out
To you…
It’s quite pathetic actually
If you really stop and think about it
And I absolutely despise myself for it
But it is something I can’t help
I keep imagining these
little moments that we had together
Moments that meant absolutely nothing to you
And everything to me
And as I mentioned before
It is driving me absolutely
Off
The
Wall
If you don’t mind
I’d like to try something different
Go into the depths
Of my mind
For a second
So I can get every
Heart wrenching moment
Out of my head
So hopefully
I can
breathe
again.