Day 12

11-21-16

AHHHHH!

I

Cant

Stop

Thinking

About

You

It is driving me

Off the wall.

I was supposed to have said goodbye

I was supposed to have let this go

But here I am

Once again

Writing to you.

I have finally broken…

This was my week of solitude

My version of Alaska

My way of escaping all that is big city

And falling into the depths of back country

But sadly my plan isn’t working out like I hoped it would

Because

Instead

As I watched the trees

Drift by 

Their beautiful colors

Of crimson red

And golden yellow

Calling out to me

my thoughts called out

To you…

It’s quite pathetic actually

If you really stop and think about it

And I absolutely despise myself for it

But it is something I can’t help

I keep imagining these

little moments that we had together

Moments that meant absolutely nothing to you

And everything to me

And as I mentioned before

It is driving me absolutely

Off

The

Wall

If you don’t mind

I’d like to try something different

Go into the depths

Of my mind

For a second

So I can get every

Heart wrenching moment

Out of my head

So hopefully

I can

breathe

again.