Dear first love

I been wrong so many times. You love was the first right choice I made. You was the best boyfriend and I had. But most of all loved your friendship. I'm not trying to get you back or trying to bother you. I just thank you for teaching me what love looks like. It was extremely unfortunate that it ended so abruptly. I miss you so much and I wish change the way things went down. I wish could stop thinking about you. I'm hoping that I get over you so can get on with my life. I prayed everyday that God and you would forgive me. I working on getting my self right. I believe in forgiving people because I need to forgive myself. I hope you decide the same thing. It's would great to start with a conversation. The thing I miss the most is taking to you. The plans we made and dreams we had, give me hope about the future. Love you will always be my first love.... Please don't report me I just want to say my peace.
PS. If you do want talk I hope you still my phone if not it ok too.