A Deciever
In my pictures I am a teen.
I am a figure of your imagiation,
A personification of your nightmare.
I am as rebellious as I should
And as loud as I can.
I party and sleep
And my feelings aren't real deep.
My car is great
But I can't drive straight.
My clothing will shock you,
And my attitude dislikes you.
I am a teen.
Am I really a teen?
I read books before bed
And remember words never said.
I have fought many battles
All in my head,
Lost so many,
That I should be dead
But I am a teen.
My scars will astound you,
And you would have not known
How happy little me
Can have such a troubled soul.
I am begining to win
Most of my fights,
But you would not have noticed
Behind a screen so bright.
This is the real me
A broken little girl,
Behind the photos of smiles
I've shared with the world.
This is who I am
An unfortunate being,
Fighting for the life
I am already living.
The photos will fade,
The videos will too,
My charade will end
And so should yours.
We are the human race,
So fagile and lovely.
The filters makes us better,
But why hide our ugly?
I have come to know
The story of few,
Who's pictures decieved me
Like mine did to you.
I do not own a car,
Or wear clothes too revealing.
I am very quiet
But I know what I am feeling.
I know who I am
Behind all the shots.
I am a regular teen,
Not as perfect as you thought.