Anger seems to follow me around no matter where i go.

No matter how much i try to be happy the anger overcomes me

I call it "When the depression shows"

And when my depression shows i turn into a monster

A cold heartless bitch

Why do i act this way

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I know noone cares

thats why i dont have the answers

because i lash out and all i get is stares

no are you okay

just judging blank stares

i text my feelings

and get replied its life

then that feeling overcomes me again of slashing you with a knife

i just wana take your head and beat it to the ground

kick you in your heart, then drag your lifeless body around and around

I call it the depression show

And i dont know why god made me this way

I dont know maybe i got the bad end of the stick

but when my emotions get the best of me i think i react to quick

Dont think im crazy, Im just someone lost and confused

Someone who cant handle things the right way

Someone who acts like they had one too many brews

And if someone gave me an island id distance myself from the world

Id spend about a year there, come back a brand new girl

And this brand new girl, hopefully youll love her to pieces

fight for her and defend her, maybe want her even

but there is no island for me to go to so i stop hopefully dreaming 

This girl will always be the one you hated, The party of demons....

I dont know....this is just what happens when my depression shows