depth
do you ever want to yell so tremendously that your lungs will burst?
so loudly that you won't be able to feel the streams of fire on your cheeks?
so enormously that your throat will rupture?
so terribly that your heart will begin to beat once more?
so emotionally that you will feel who you are come out of hiding
alive again at last
too long this shadow has held me captive
I want to destroy these cavernous walls so that I may breathe freely
with the sun warming my soul
vivid scenes are always behind my eyelids
but I'd rather they were holding my hand
I can put this down on a page
but it won't sink into my heart
words are as close as I can get to feeling anything
but I guess this twisted writing is better than a numb soul