Different On the Inside

I am standing here trying not to shed these tears

This isn’t me

I am supposed to be the strong one

The warrior.

But, here I stand quacking in boots at the enemy lines

You won’t ever know

Because I’ll smirk and say

“Take your best shot and fire away.”

On the inside I am cracking

Facing you is like facing a mirror

I am your flesh and blood

How can I truly take aim?

I have begun to turn away

I want to let you crumble in your own war,

But you drag me back

Holding what I love the most as ransom

You know I can’t turn away

You know I am still scared

But remember this

Fear shows we still feel

If I can still feel I can learn to beat you

And let your kingdom crumble down

Comments

Need to talk?

If you ever need help or support, we trust CrisisTextline.org for people dealing with depression. Text HOME to 741741