Distance.
Tonight I called your number twice.
And it went right to voice mail
while I pressed my phone-
desperately-
to my ear.
I knew you wouldn’t answer.
The call was pointless,
I know,
but I haven’t heard your voice
in two months and
five days.
The letters help but I’m
starting to realize,
I’m much more attached
than I should be.
I’m much more attached
to you,
to your voice,
to your smile,
than I am to this planet,
than I am to my life,
than I am to my family,
and it scares me how
I’ve let myself
get in this deep.