how the fuck did things ever come to this,
I'm so fed up but I manage a smile as I open up my wrists
I can't stand the way you seem to make me feel,
I've lost touch with everything and all reality is so unreal
so just take back everything you've ever said to me
I'm sick of this game , stuck in a cage, divided by boundaries
I wanna check out and say goodbye
I give up , every single time I try
there is a brick thrown inside , crashing the window of my soul
There are no more tears , my emotions have all died
No identity left, you stripped it all away from me
molded by your perception I've become ur perfect enemy
tragedy after tragedy, helpless fights and violent catastrophes,
riddled with the bullets of the endless fucking casualties
all possibilities to move forward are completely lost, for your sick self satisfaction no matter what the cost
it's the never ending war that keeps opening forbidden doors
nevermind the warnings, you crave the madness always begging for more
breaking through a dark viel left lost dying to explore, hollow husk of a man , burned black to the core
ive never felt like this
bleeding from a kiss
I've never felt like that
bleeding from the facts
When will I come unglued ?
ignoring all the rules
so many unanswered questions
changing every direction
Morbid curiosity is now my new infection
What am I thinking , what am I supposed to do
I'd gladly cut out my tongue if it would mean I'd never again have to talk to you
Crawling out of sicknesses , becoming darker, there was never any witnesses
I will no longer be A victim all alone
Spoon fed poison slowly, withering skin and bones
When your forced to live life mentally tortured and imprisoned
nothing can and nothing will, ever be called home.