the euphoric addiction
I can sense the dark feelings creeping in,
Forcing thoughts into my mind.
I have tried,
Tried to ignore the dark thoughts,
Thoughts of silver drawings with the magical color
The color of crimson,
That outlines the beautiful intricate art.
The art of the outcasts,
The art of the freaks,
The art of the forgotten ones.
I tried to not think of the feelings
The feelings of euphoric chemicals.
The chemicals that run
Run through my veins at the speed of lightning
Lightning that struck water
Making me feel at peace.
I am beginning to not resist
Resist the dark feelings and thoughts
The thoughts that have been taking over my mind
taking it over for years
the years of all the emotional termoil
that felt like it was cast
cast at me by twenty sorcerers
the sorcerers of cruciation