the euphoric addiction

I can sense the dark feelings creeping in,

Forcing thoughts into my mind.

I have tried,

Tried to ignore the dark thoughts,

Thoughts of silver drawings with the magical color

The color of crimson,

That outlines the beautiful intricate art.

The art of the outcasts,

The art of the freaks,

The art of the forgotten ones.

I tried to not think of the feelings

The feelings of euphoric chemicals.

The chemicals that run

Run through my veins at the speed of lightning

Lightning that struck water

Making me feel at peace.

I am beginning to not resist

Resist the dark feelings and thoughts

The thoughts that have been taking over my mind

taking it over for years

the years of all the emotional termoil

that felt like it was cast

cast at me by twenty sorcerers

the sorcerers of cruciation