I sat on my bed alone and scared

I was a mother,,,

A mother to a new born at the age of 16.

My husband had died.....

Heart broke screaming at god

I layed there wondering why

WHY ME! OOO WHY!

I looked at the baby that just took everything away from me

I was mad ...

I screamed, I HOPE YOU DIE!!!

I felt pain.. pain in my heart

I felt cold and fright

I looked up and I saw....

I saw a light

Beautiful light with stars and might

I heard a voice...

Beautiful voice, that said, dont be afraid I will be with you day by day

At that moment I broke down and cried and cried.

I felt I was honored to have my child, healthy and alive

I took his arms and said,, OOOO forgive me please forgive me.

I love you and I will show you day by day.

Years passed by... I was 28 years old

I was dignosed with cancer....

I cired once more 

WHY....WHY ME!

I held my son and whispered in his ears

.....I will love you, live life day by day, dont judge people help them, life can be cruel 

He took my arm and said,, OOO mama I have lived day by day thanks to you, you gave me life

I layed there in my bed cried and cried 

Thank you lord, you may take me with you now, you have guided me into the right path..

I took my last breath to say goodbye