I wonder how my smile faded away!
Like smoke into thin air!!
But the past is done and my future seems lush!
I wonder!!
How the smile has disappeared?
Like a drunk, when he drinks!
Sometimes its hard to tell!!
It's like I was born to Satan's hands,
then cast into hell!!
My potential is at a peak,
where I am beginning to see.
But five years from now, who knows where I'll be?
Still locked into a cell or a doctor,
Where my potential and worth is a "was"-a thing of past!
So vast my dreams and goals,
Thing I aspire to achieve!
Its daily struggle for me to believe,
That a woman still wants to give me a kiss with her love!!
To believe that a woman still wants to see me smile!
And tell me I am so cute!
I see that I have blossomed into a wonderful man!!
Oh mother!!
Though I didn't have poor roots.
Out of sight, out of mind, damn its a shame!
Time waits for none, and no one sees my tears!
I am 19 years young!
Sometimes my soul feels 80, like its almost done!
I wonder!!
I wonder!!
I failed to search my faded smile