Sitting here alone all I can recall is you
But I guess before I came here I already knew the hearts yearning for you only grew

I can still feel the connection
Which I showed through devotion
And gave through affection
Consuming your love like a potion

Afraid to alone I looked for comfort anywhere
Trying to forget I care
But all that happens is my will impairs
And lm left with this hurt I can't bear

You affected me so much
Begging me to look for any touch
Looking for a glimpse for your clutch

I felt trapped taking one step forward and two steps back and not an ice pack can't help with you being the only thing I lack

You lured me in like a picador
I followed as a prisoner
Prisoned by your attraction
Trying desperately to give you satisfaction
Looking for any type of reaction

But you had already had your heart set on another person
And with every passing moment my pain got worsened
I stood defeated with my energy depleted and my love story being uncompleted

Laying on your doorstep
Like a fly Tangled in a spiders web
With everything stripped leaving me feeling naked with everything you dictated
Not caring for myself but you
Only bearing the pain for you
Sparing my dignity for you

Are you the cruel one or am I the stupid one with all the lies I spun
Convincing myself you were the one
Hoping we could rerun

Not turning back to the razor blade
Just hoping for someone's aid
Trying not to turn into Cain
But who do I blame

What is the end with you as a friend is something my heart can't comprehend but my mind knows it is the best option when my attention became extortion and talking to you became a caution