Finding Myself
Location
Yo- Sometimes, I think I'd rather say words and face scrutiny
Than concealing feelings Prudently.
Im just being Me,
Who are you-to say who I am?
Go Ahead, give it a try, talk about the Miles I've Ran,
Barefoot
No shoes, I dont know YOU and you don't know ME
Honestly, I hate people.
Becuase Society's decieving,
I Always feel pain, never learned to stop the bleeding
Sinking, Im Drowing
the deep ends around me
Nobody to Calm me, Its hard to speak Calmly
To me, its really nothing new
Because Life is a puzzle, You've got to find a couple clues,
I see the world's cold, Thats nothing but a view
All about my Bills - Cosby - Huxtable
Live my life in a circle,
Not much for me to do
I speak loud so now- people are lookin' at me differently
I would speak quietly, but aint' nobody listening.
Pain could make your mind blow up, No chemistry
Mentally, I only use the words Gods lending me
Im tryna use my thoughts instrumentally
When people use the word fake they know better than to mention me.
Everything bad- Hate it when I'm having one of THOSE DAYS.
Sex Love and Drugs could really make a persons' soul fade
Mind in a box, Aboslutely No Space
But no one is in my circle so it shouldn't matter no way. Lowkey
Insane it Is
We Change to Live
Adapt
Can the Sky be Dark as the Sun Will shine? Of course
Can Emotions be replaced or does it come with time- One in the same.
Of course. Ive found myself.
Which is better, Hate looking in the mirror?
Or praying to be blind,
That hatred of mine, is Earthquaking my mind.
Lines are what I've read, but my heart is What I Speak,
And I believe what I say, like a preacher tryna preach.
Believe me, When I say this isn't easy,
Leaving my Isolation
Just to say a few words
Maybe for One day, not be a LOserrr
The truth hurts, the youth work, when they remain Tutored
And i have no one to follow but myself, So im Grown.
I find myself losing Who I am, So who I am is Unknown....