And all I knew was that I was a sophomore in my second semester in college
Have I discovered who I was yet?
Am I home sick?
Did I make the right choice..?
By going to school out of state?
These are all questions I ask myself..
Over and over again
While I’m in class
I see the struggling kids in class..
I see the brainiacs ease their way through lectures..
While I see the average students play on their phones during class
Is college for everyone?
But continuing to feed your brain is a must
As the year goes on..
The more I learn from myself
Maybe the major I chose wasn’t for me..
Maybe college wasn’t for me..
As I start to get lost in the piles of schoolwork, the endless tests, the all nighters..
I can’t seem to convince myself with my decision of going here
But at the moment when I thought I lost all hope in continuing my education
Something eye opening happened
I found my passion
That is.. to help others..
I felt a desire to want to help people
Only then I felt like I made the right choice
Changing my major was a start,
Classes feeling more enjoyable were a tease,
Looking towards my future goals didn’t seem so unbearable..
As the year came to an end, I finally found out who I was supposed to be..
A person who saves lives