First Crush

I drank your poison, you stopped my breathin. I have a confession, you were my first crush. You'd always make me blush, and it felt like such a rush. You were mean, but I thought it was okay. Made a big scene, but I liked you anyway. I would flirt, you shoved my head into the dirt. I'd nudge, but you were too stubborn to budge. I was annoying, and you were avoiding. I kept my heart under the floor boards deep in the dark, Far away from yours. I thought I'd give you space, but that didn't last long. You still make my heart race. My feelings for you are just too strong. How do I show? how do I get through? How do I let you know? I would never, love another like you.