Friends or?

Wed, 05/21/2014 - 16:33 -- cleak7

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I'm only there for your sorrow
Things different when you happy and I have to swallow .... My emotions
The devotion I give to you
How can I tell if you're true
Damn I know you got a boo
But.....
What about me?
I'm not hard to please
Kinda feeling lost like my car keys.
Got me in class trippin
Sleep missing
Got my mind wondering where you at and how I can get in ?
I just want the friendship
Not the part where I only get talk to you when you have hardships
What does that really look like ?
Is that all I'm good for?
Is it crazy that I just want a little more
Or  am I going to have to stay in this tug of war
Tug of war where one side says leave her alone and the other side says she will never be alone
You know why?
Because no matter what you will always be there for her
You will always be the back burner
You will always be the concerned
Until you get burned ... Again
But hopefully not
I just don't want to be a thought you forgot ..
Soo hopefully I won't just be here for your sorrow
I look forward to you in my tomorrow's 
 

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