Fucked Up As Always

When You look at the mirror what do you see
The devil in your eyes or the angel of your heart
You attempt to stay silent the beatles runing
The love that turns into your obsession can you feel it. Can you feel it ?

I don't want be a human I guess
I only want to be a relief not a mess
When the light goes away from your eyes
I want to be the one who's free to suprise

Be in my mind, be my fantasy
Let me go with you to the cliff
I like to emerge me to your pain
I didn't do it coz I felt guilt. I do it out of pleasure.

Some people break you some people make you
Let me not be both just your feeling of calm
People that I know are short, my friends even shorter
I don't mind, I take this as a blessing.

The scars from my heart that overlaps my palm lines 
I give zero fucks to people who deserve it
I love to be the pain that people feel when I smile
The curses you give me. Oh I'm going to hell anyway after a while.

One day I will die. My funeral will be smaller than all.
The voice in my mind will be happy 
Let me be the sadness you want to throw
Love others and smile more.

@Jeet Roy

 

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