Is This Goodbye?
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Fell into deepness called her eyes
We both knew we changed each others lives
It pains me seeing her beautiful eyes cry
Patience is a virtue, but is this goodbye?
Goodbye to memories
Goodbye to the love
Goodbye to the remedies
For why my broken heart is shattering of
Stomped on, kicked, and bruised and battered
Thrown around, strung along, dropped, and tattered
Then caught by an angel, carefully encased
Hidden away so no one could spit it back in my face
Until it was found by someone, someone who didnt want her to have it
So she kicked it once more, until its alone broken and cold until someone once again has it
Found once more by the angel by chance
A cherished tresure, even though I'm in pain, she handles it with careful hands
She holds it, and cries as each tear falls on the shattered mess
I feel every drop like a burning pain, no more beating in my chest
Consider it goodbye if I can never have my Perfect 4
A Perfect 4 Me, reaching right down to the core
And stealing my heart of which she can hold forever
But I dont care because the day I let go of her is never
Consider me crazy, ludicrous, or insane!
Tell me theres not a single cell in this brain!
I dont care what you think of the way I love her
I think with my heart, and with that I always think of her!
How dare you try to tell me I can not have my One true!
So I propse a question, what if this happened to you?
You may think its crazy in your age to say you fall in love so young
But I managed it just fine, with the mastery of my toungue
To speak to write all of these crazy things
Lets everyone know what the feeling of love brings
So tell me when yuor heart really sings
That somehow I cant feel that and neither can she?!
I am capable, no matter how old I am
To experiece and feel my heart in someone elses hands
And have gone through enough to know what heart break is
Tell me all I fell and all the words, all the fakeness
No! You cant tell me that because I know who I am now
I know what I want, who she is, maybe I just dont know how
But I know for sure, oh yes I have no doubt
That if something gets in my way I will figure it out
I will rip and I'll tear through every wall
Until I can have her, at her beaconing call
I am a good man and I refuse to be put down
Just because I'm fourteen, or I am the class clown
It comes with much more maturity
Then it seems I am judged immediately
That I cant be what she want or deserves in her life
Well, thanks for that obvious and useless advice!
I know I'm not good enough, I know I'm less then she desrves
But I am biased I guess, because all of my nerves
Say that she deserves eveything and right now I cant provide
But I am only this old, and of that I have pride
Because of what I have won, my ultimate prize
The eighteen year old girl, who in front of my eyes
Is the most beautiful I did or will see
And I am jsut so happy she feels the same way about me
But I at my age, cant get a job or a car
To take her on a date but I can point out the stars
And say something beautiful that pertain to her
Maybe thats good enough, but I'm not sure
As much as I could and as much I as I want
How long will be good enough, three hundred and sixty five dawns
Multiply it by four
Thats a really long time, with not a lot of doors
Not a lot of oppertunities, especially when
Her parents dont like me now
Its funny how it all changes, simply because the truth comes out
It doesnt get better by love deprivation
There goes a once in a life time chance for a forever relation
I dont care! I love her and I'll do what it takes
To make sure I get her, thanks non believers for raising the stakes!
You just made the whole thing more motivational and hectic
I love her, you think I wont have her? CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!!
She will be regardless of the time or the placement
Tie me down, shoot me and lock me in a basement
Rest assured I'll get out and still find her after
I'm waiting for the perfect oment hiding in the bushes and th rafters
Until my "one day" comes true, because I know it will
She will be mine and the world will stand still
In the moment of which our fingers interlock
Our faces draw closer, and as our lips lock
Maybe then, and only then will hte world finally see
That there was nothing, and is nothing that will ever stop me...
This is not goodbye... its the end of a chapter
And at the end of our book is our happily ever after...