Is This Goodbye?

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90731
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33° 43' 26.8752" N, 118° 15' 51.6852" W

Fell into deepness called her eyes

We both knew we changed each others lives

It pains me seeing her beautiful eyes cry

Patience is a virtue, but is this goodbye?

Goodbye to memories

Goodbye to the love

Goodbye to the remedies

For why my broken heart is shattering of

Stomped on, kicked, and bruised and battered

Thrown around, strung along, dropped, and tattered

Then caught by an angel, carefully encased

Hidden away so no one could spit it back in my face

Until it was found by someone, someone who didnt want her to have it

So she kicked it once more, until its alone broken and cold until someone once again has it

Found once more by the angel by chance

A cherished tresure, even though I'm in pain, she handles it with careful hands

She holds it, and cries as each tear falls on the shattered mess

I feel every drop like a burning pain, no more beating in my chest

Consider it goodbye if I can never have my Perfect 4

A Perfect 4 Me, reaching right down to the core

And stealing my heart of which she can hold forever

But I dont care because the day I let go of her is never

Consider me crazy, ludicrous, or insane!

Tell me theres not a single cell in this brain!

I dont care what you think of the way I love her

I think with my heart, and with that I always think of her!

How dare you try to tell me I can not have my One true!

So I propse a question, what if this happened to you?

You may think its crazy in your age to say you fall in love so young

But I managed it just fine, with the mastery of my toungue

To speak to write all of these crazy things

Lets everyone know what the feeling of love brings

So tell me when yuor heart really sings

That somehow I cant feel that and neither can she?!

I am capable, no matter how old I am

To experiece and feel my heart in someone elses hands

And have gone through enough to know what heart break is

Tell me all I fell and all the words, all the fakeness

No! You cant tell me that because I know who I am now

I know what I want, who she is, maybe I just dont know how

But I know for sure, oh yes I have no doubt

That if something gets in my way I will figure it out

I will rip and I'll tear through every wall

Until I can have her, at her beaconing call

I am a good man and I refuse to be put down

Just because I'm fourteen, or I am the class clown

It comes with much more maturity

Then it seems I am judged immediately

That I cant be what she want or deserves in her life

Well, thanks for that obvious and useless advice!

I know I'm not good enough, I know I'm less then she desrves

But I am biased I guess, because all of my nerves

Say that she deserves eveything and right now I cant provide

But I am only this old, and of that I have pride

Because of what I have won, my ultimate prize

The eighteen year old girl, who in front of my eyes

Is the most beautiful I did or will see

And I am jsut so happy she feels the same way about me

But I at my age, cant get a job or a car

To take her on a date but I can point out the stars

And say something beautiful that pertain to her

Maybe thats good enough, but I'm not sure

As much as I could and as much I as I want

How long will be good enough, three hundred and sixty five dawns

Multiply it by four

Thats a really long time, with not a lot of doors

Not a lot of oppertunities, especially when

Her parents dont like me now

Its funny how it all changes, simply because the truth comes out

It doesnt get better by love deprivation

There goes a once in a life time chance for a forever relation

I dont care! I love her and I'll do what it takes

To make sure I get her, thanks non believers for raising the stakes!

You just made the whole thing more motivational and hectic

I love her, you think I wont have her? CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!!!

She will be regardless of the time or the placement

Tie me down, shoot me and lock me in a basement

Rest assured I'll get out and still find her after

I'm waiting for the perfect oment hiding in the bushes and th rafters

Until my "one day" comes true, because I know it will

She will be mine and the world will stand still

In the moment of which our fingers interlock

Our faces draw closer, and as our lips lock

Maybe then, and only then will hte world finally see

That there was nothing, and is nothing that will ever stop me...

This is not goodbye... its the end of a chapter

And at the end of our book is our happily ever after...

 

This poem is about: 
Me

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