I never said goodbye
Always "hey", "hello", or "hi"
But never having the heart to speak
Of leaving arms warm and lips sweet
I never want to say it
I don't want to convey it
But every single day it
Cycles through my head, someway it
Turns into a game, so I play it
Begging the pain for mercy so may it
Let me live and and love because I gave it
Gave the love to her she deserved it all
So I gave her what she wanted as best I could at her call
She didn't want me. She didn't want anyone but herself
She was focused on school, and she was doing well
But she liked him. He was my downfall
I was jealous and I had to stall
How I felt because he seemed so perfect
So I gave up for a while, and just call it curtains
I had my heart broken again in a time
Where it's promenent, and I thought I was fine.
I had no girl who liked me who would say "yes"
Even though everyone seemed to think I was the best
And I had heard from many a person
That I could get any girl, which made my hope worsen
That I could get any girl accept for the one that I want
But I still talked to her and let it haunt
My thoughts as I had heard she talked behind my back
About how I was a nuisance, my train of thought off track
I did what I do best I guess when the time came
And sat and wallowed in the dark, cold pain
But I can't help but wonder why she would lie
Directly to my face, deceiving my
Every sense to like her and still
She stepped on my heart, left it bleeding, it's been killed
I can't hold in the emotion much longer
As my smile got weaker and the depression got stronger
One day I let it out but only in a frown
Hoping not to be bothered by this dirty new town
So I sit in the back of the auditorium, and then what I see
Is the girl who didn't want me
The first one who seemed to have different plans with him
Sympathetic eyes peirce through me like sin
And with the voice of an angel speaking in its ancient song
She looks at me softly and asks me what wrong
From talking too infatuated
From twitterpated too frustrated
From realization too dreaming of
From constant thought too true love
A kiss after a detention, late being with her
I feel this dead heart beginning to stir
And now it's alive and waiting for every next kiss
My emotions at peace my heart basking in bliss
But why was it so hard for me
To say goodbye to my masterpiece
My missing peice like scotch tape for my heart balloon
Patching the last hole, now over the moon
To fly away to meet another heart that soars
To become one and not have the pain anymore
My final connection
My one and only perfection
Was the perfect match made in a crafting session
Of God making us perfect for each other, a match made in heaven
I think why a month a go goodbye was so hard
Is because it wasn't goodbye, more like a farewell card
That says, "Hey nice to meet you great to know
That somewhere in this world is a perfect match to show
That I could find love like everyone else
Until the next time I see you, I will never have felt
Such love, such pain, or such peace in my heart
And I didn't think I would have you at the start
But I got there in the end and I thank you for your love
Sincerely, the Perfect 4 and Perfect 1."
Never goodbye but put it on hold
A love that's always vibrant and warm and never grows cold
My forever awaits and I couldn't be more glad
About the love that we shared and the oppertunity I had
I won't say now, just like I didn't say it then
I'll just waut until I hold you and kiss you when I see you again.