When I revisit the highlights of my youth I look back aghast at how different I became with all the trials and strife I've grown to become my own woman. I am different now and I truly love me after all the heart aches and heartbreaks the feelings of emptiness and lost i have searched and found who I I am and I am proud of what I've become. I live my life with no regrets because regrets are like the villains that lurk within the shadows they attack when your at your most vulnerable.i understand that i am no saint and that I am not perfect but I am a good clean and decent human being who has passions that surpass all the grains of sand on the beaches .for once my words aren't blades of glass slicing my brain trying to cut there way to my mouth so that the world can hear my thoughts no matter how harsh or that my words are no longer delusional or love sick they are mine and mine alone and yes not perfect buy definelty me I am free to be me to love whoever I please and run and chase any kind and any type of dream because I have grown up to be me wonderfully damaged and mended lost and found forgotten and forever remembered me. To all others I sound severely and eerily coincided but to myself I know the truth that after all this time I am finally the one and only remarkable me.I love who and what I have become despite all the mistakes and wrongs I am me and I love it.