I've moved on 

and I feel much happier 

no longer feel as if I'm trapped 

maybe I love you

or maybe it was forced

I was scared to lose you

and god I don't know why

Maybe I was scared for you 

scared of what you'd do

so i waited for you to leave 

and you did

but now I feel stupid

so many times people tried telling me

and I didn't listen

People I didn't know 

people you wee friends with

and random strangers that would find my Instagram and message me

But your exuse was that you got hacked

but I listened and I trusted you

because I was scared to be alone

but now

i found myself

I'm now me

and I'm now with someone else

who I know will not cheat