"Happy"
Where to start, I honestly don't even know
The journey in my life lately has made me a broken soul
I keep trying to write these happy poems but they all seem to turn sad
A bumpy road it's been this past year i'm frustrated and i'm mad
Losing touch with my family, losing touch with myself
Heart break from being cheated on I try putting my emotions on the shelf
Where do I go from here, I wasted two years
All for a girl who decieved me, i've lost count of the countless tears
As I said before I am a broken soul
People keep telling me i'll be okay but I need more than being told
I am alone and I am hurting, confused and totally lost
I guess thats the price of what my dignity has cost
I am defying the rules of what this poetry slam is all about
Not all of us are in a happy stage of life but this is still a twist and shout
For my mind is troubled, personality is cold, and my heart is calling out
Life has it's harsdhips, but there Is hope in my future, full of happiness without a doubt