On Hold (Holding On)
With baited breath, I wait
for that gentle tapping
on the window of my heart.
But I hold my breath in vain
The bitter sting of rejection
seeps between the cracks in the glass,
And the frigid gales of December
make still my beaten soul
How long have I waited here
for a love that ne'er will come?
And how much longer will you wait
to shatter this glass once more?
The remains of my heart, my love,
lie lifeless on the floor
As you step over their shimmering shards
and into the arms of another
The tears fall silently among the ashes,
like diamonds in a fire,
reflecting myself in a light that's too bright.
Too bright for this life
Don't wait for me, like I have for you,
out my smeared and smashed window.
I don't have the strength or will to repair it,
but I keep staring in case you're there