Scared of losing you It's hard to say

Expressing my feelings every day

I liked you at the beginning

But now i know I'll love u till the ending

Most most days its rough

You seem to have no interest, I feel as tho I have to be tough

I fight the urge to text you

Cuz my feelings get the best of me, even tho they are true

You're everything I've ever dreamed of

But you lack somethin,something thats needed for love

 

See any kind of relationship has to be fair

Not one doing all the work, it has to be an equal share

I don't mind talking or texting or taking turns

But when you never do, i crash and burn

I am not asking you to change your way

I'm simply trying to ask if you really want to stay

Day in and day out your on my mind

Everything I say , do or see feels timed

I miss you a lot, even tho it hasn't been long

But distance is hard, especially when you have to be strong

I have faith in you I really do

But tell me how I can trust the actions that you pursue

I feel like you talk to your ex girlfriend

I feel like they can steal you back, and that would be the end

I'm not the prettiest girl out there But my mind, heart and soul are fair

I don't like being mad at you for any reason honestly

But tell me how i'm suppose to feel when I see these girls all around you, so pretty and you so handsomely

I'm a black sheep

I'm not expensive, but my feelings aren't cheap

It scares me to think you could forget me and move on to better things

While i'm stuck attached to all these strings

I'm so worried you will find someone so much better then I .

.. I promised id wait for you, i refuse to look for another guy

Honestly I just want whats best for you

I promised i'd always be true

You said if I ever wanted to know something to ask

But what if what I ask upsets you, its not a simple task

You said you would wait as well

But what if a girl comes, and cast a spell

You fall in love with her

You forget about me, and feelings stir

I cry thinking about this all the time

I try to remind myself, the promise you made that one time

But tell me that it will never happen, and you won't let go

I'll prove i'm worth the time no matter how slow

I really am so scared you will leave

And.... There will be nothing left for me to retrieve...