you're more Concerned with my life

than i am.

you make sure that Nothing unhealthy

crosses my mind.

they say there is no Cure for

Depression,

but for Every moment that i'm 

with You

it's better than any Medication i've

shoved into my body.

You know me better than i do

and we've only known each other a

handful of years

i always Push away

those that mean the most

and despite my Futile efforts

to make you Happy without me,

you stay.

And writing this 

may mean Nothing to you

and you may not Understand

why it's easier for me

to Write this versus

Speaking my mind,

but i'm Sorry

my desire to live

is equivalent to my urge to Die.

but you're the Reason

I have yet to chose

the Latter.