I am
i am pain
i am light
i am hurt
i am life
i hurt the ones around me
i heal those i hate
i love my arms
i hate the blade
i despise all i see
i care for the things i hear
the music
it touches my heart
my music saves my life
as it does others
music heals the brain
and fights the demons
i am invincible
i am immortal
i am weak
but i am powerful