I AM HERE TO INSPIRE
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I write and I speak so I can inspire
my ways of thinking
and my ways of living
are all complex and difficult to talk about
I am a human being and I want to be heard
not for me, but for you
for the undocumented immigrant that is still in the shadows
because he or she is scared to get deported
for the depressed student in school
who is afraid of what her or his future holds
for the family member who wants to help, but cant
because one cannot afford mom’s medical bills
for the unemployed who is frustrated about money
because they don’t know when, or from where, the next pay check is going to come from
for the person who has been to jail and is now conflicted about who he or she is in this world
because now they have a criminal record that will follow them for the rest of their life
I want everyone to hear me
I want everyone to hear me and stop saying how i am the quiet girl
I am not quiet
I am only silence by all this agony and life experiences that you cannot understand
and I am not going to explain why I am quiet
I am not going to explain who I am because I need your acceptance or sympathy
I have a lot of people who already feel sorry for me
So I do not need one more
But every time I am invited on stage to speak
In front of a small or big crowd
in front of media
or to speak to a reporter
I will stand on stage, in front of the microphone, behind the podium
and be heard
to be heard for my community
and to be heard because I know I am not alone
I am sure if I sit down and explain my story,
you will understand why I am quiet
But I am not going to talk to please you
I am not going to talk so I can be the normal girl everyone wants me to be
I am going to talk to inspire and keep fighting for everyone
Because all the injustices that I have lived through
Are insane!
This system is only here to separate us
to make us fight each other
and I am not going to let them.
I am going to speak when I want to
Because when I do, it is amazing
Not because I am being prideful
But because I am worthy
I am worthy and I am confident
I survived this life and I am here to talk
And I know who to talk to
and I know when I need to talk
so when I am with a group of friends and I am the quiet girl there
I am quiet for a reason
because of my lovely life
that is full of crap that makes me be quiet
because if I speak, I will only complain
complain about this life and how we all need a new one
and I sound like a broken record sometimes…
This is why I am quiet
But when I speak,
I want you to listen
I am simple and sweet
I am not always great with words or speeches,
I don’t always plan or prepare what I want to say
but I am great at showing how passionate I am about life
how passionate I am about you
because you are awesome,
because you are worthy
and because if you took the time to listen now,
it means that you are here to listen to the quiet girl
and I really appreciate that
Thank you!
I love you and you are amazing
and I hope I have inspired you
in some way or another
or at least made your day better
because I want to be heard by you.