I Don't Love You Yes I Do 

I do not love you except because I love you; 
I measure every grief to every gift you ever 
Gave me ,  
Could this heart love a man like you out of  
All this time you gave me , 
I go from loving to not loving you, 
Sometimes my old heart keep's crying for you  
Like some sad love song that makes me blue  
I know I don't love you , 
From waiting to not waiting for you is a sad  
Thing you have me to do , Shame on you ! 
My heart moves from cold to fire , 
Like the air of midnight , 
Sometimes when I watch you sleep I often think 
Are you dreaming about me ! 
I love you only because it's you the one I love; 
You are the one I did say I do to . 
I hate you deeply, and hating you is making me  
Sick , why I am so sick because my love for you  
Make me crazy and say things I don't mean to say 
You get me this away. 
So the measure of my changing love for you I must 
Say I would love you all over again if you would let me ! 
Maybe January light we can take another walk at the 
Park in Paris ,My heart wants to start all over again and  
again with you ,  
No I don't yes I do because I truly love you . 
In this part of the story I am the one who can not live with out 
You in my life I would want to dies,  
I will die of love because I love you that much . 

Poetic Lilly Emery (c)