I fell in love with a part of you
The one that viewed the world in a different way
And when your days were a sad kind of blue
You went going on throughout out your day like a sun ray
And might i say
I couldn't keep away
The thought of you made me glow
But i didn't know
Until others pointed and said so
I was too caught up with you
I wanted to know what made you laugh
To hold your hand
To taste your kiss again
To see what you thought in your mind
And then, and then, and then
I knew you
What made you sad
Or mad
The way you treated me at those times
Oh the times i cried
How could you know
I don't say a word
And i lied
To shield you from the truth to protect your feelings
To shield you from saying "you don't understand"
To shield you from treating me like shit for the next few days
Til the day i made it up
Til the i admitted to fault
When it wasn't that way to begin with
Now i wouldn't miss you if i hadn't seen you long
Not in a way were i don't need you
for the days you're emotionally unavailable and i need to be strong
Because, silly girl, most days you're wrong
For days i could go on
Make it into a song
But i will let it go and be gone
I fell hard so fast in the beginning
And I'm done falling