I've dated eight people now in the last year.
I need a break, this is crazy.
I tell my friends all these stories on how each one fails.
I don't understand why thry jsut leave.
My friends finally say that maybe instead of feeling sad that you cant have them,
Just think of the fact that you got a kiss out of them.
True, but now thoughts began to race and now a headache has begun.
Another year goes by and I've had 2 more relationships die.
My friends tell me again the same thing, don't put any emotions into it.
I use less thoughts this time but still the thought lingers.
Met this girl at work but she is taken.
I think at this point my mind speaks for itself.
I say I like her and she say's she likes me also.
My heart beats faster and I just hope I can hold this one.
She kisses me out of random one day and a week later its gone.
Than I think, one-she's taken, two-she did say that if she was single I would be first pick.
I have noting to worry about, psst.
All I do is think that yea we still talk, yea I got my kiss and yea it's nots awkward.
My eyes, my heart and my mind finally understand that no emtions are needed any futher.
Everything is in it's place.
I have all I want; A friend, a kiss and happiness.
No other thoughts run throught my head expect, what if she doesnt like me anymore?
That doesn't matter because I can find someone else.
Never run after someone who doesn't feel the same or who wants to be taken.
Now, I can finally say I understand what my friends mean.
I feel free, I still fee happy and I don't feel heart broken for once.
My thoughts are free and are no longer in confusion.