I should've fought it
but I didn't 
I should had not put up a wall 
between us but I did
I have no regrets for what I did
at one time it was you that I had missed, 

I was holding on to your lies 
that made me cry day and night 
when it comes to you I see no light
I gave into the fire of deep desires 
I know I should've fought it
at least I'm being honest about it, 

At that time I was truly needing you
it was like a spell of some kind 
that was making me lose my mind 
But now I'm starting to feel the failure
of the burn of what you call Love, 

I know that I failed when it comes to you
your love is something of confuse 
I should've run and keep you away
Because you don't want the light of love
you just want to give more pain
that brings on the rain, 

I need to be the one who let what we had go 
but living in a city of sleepless people is getting old
Life over hear is getting too cold
the limits of love won't go too far outside the lines
when it comes to you and I
we are starting to act like we are out of our minds, 

Chasing night dreams that makes my soul scream 
Putting so much doubts 
in my head almost as if I was like being dead 
with no feelings but true coldness 
I just keep running around praying for this pain to end
You are so much in my head
You are always waiting hides behind darken dreams, 
Why Do You Do This To Me? 

Poetic Lilly / Judy Emery (c)