"I told you so."
Eyes of green pierce me,
like a sword punctures a heart.
I turn, in hope he didn’t see
my emotions torn apart.
I opened my doors
and tried to be friendly,
but my mind had feared
he would only hurt me.
His eyes looked right at me,
he peered into my soul,
but I shut the curtains
before I could get bold.
My heart longed
to give him a chance,
but anxiety had decided
that he had put me in a trance.
His smile enticed my mind
for a second too many,
dropping the shield
I ran to his insincerity.
Falling for his charm was an illusion,
a glorified plunge into the pain of losing.
From mind to heart,
A horrific phrase,
When my love fell through
All I could say
“I told you so.”