I used to love taking photos 

I used to love putting on makeup 

I used to love getting dressed up 

I used to love going out 

I used to love seeing you 

 

I can’t take photos 

I can’t look at myself 

I cant put on makeup without crying 

I can’t dress nice 

I don’t fit nice clothes anymore 

I can’t bear the thought of you 

 

when you’re a kid, you don’t care 

nobody cares 

nobody’s opinions matter 

as you grow up, they all do 

they matter too much 

So much that you change 

But you did the worst 

 

I want to love it all 

I want to have fun

I want to be happy 

I want to love the way I used to love 

I want to forget you 

 

I used to love you 

I used to love the fun you brought 

now you only bring pain and doubt 

I used to love myself, now I don’t 

I used to love.