I Wonder

(poems go here)I WONDER I wonder who I would be if I had a different life a happy home with a dad who didn’t hit me a mom who stuck up for me a sister who fought for me with a family who loves me for me and not for what they want me to be I wonder what it would be like for people to except my flaws My mistakes my dreams my beliefs Let me be me Express who I am Instead of hiding my true self I wonder what it really means to be happy not just a simple smile but the actual internal feeling of happy happiness is what I dream of I wonder if people would still like me If I spoke more than a few words Because I have a fear of being called stupid again it hurts enough that I get it from a father I wonder if people knew the truth I would receive sympathy For the hell I go through Throwing up when I see his car In fear of what might happen to me I wonder if my life will ever change If ill ever live or raise a happy home have a family that is peaceful who loves each other for who they are truly happy never put one another down I wonder