I Write

i write how i feel. no matter what the feeling may be.

when i write, its my way of saying things that i would never say in person. 

yes most of the stuff i write may be depressing 

but i would rather write depressing stuff and let all 

my feelings out then hold it in and be depressed. 

so go ahead and say write more happier stuff. 

i know you mean well but you dont know what ive been through and what has happened to me. 

you look at me and think you see a happy person who smiles all the time but you dont know what goes on in this head of mine. 

its like i cant go a day when i dont wanna write something. and when i have a day like that i post a video that means something to me. if i couldnt write i dont what i would do what i would be. 

ill tell you this, i most definately wouldnt be the person you think i am. my writings express who i am. 

if dont get any of the stuff i write then u really dont get me at all. reading my works is like taking a glimpse into my heart, my mind. 

when i write its like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. 

its like i can share what i feel and not feel like im gonna be critized for what i say. 

which is why if no has noticed why i dont talk much unless im around a select few people. 

my friends know more about me than my own family. 

and why is that? 

because i write and when i write i tell them. and the best part of telling them about what i wrote: 

they dont judge! they completely understand why i write what i write. to u writing may be a hobby or something to do in your free time. to me though, writing is my LIFE. 

and when you finally understand why i write what i write then you will finally realize that you get me.