If You're Listening
She takes off the smiley face sticker
from the old man's wrinkly hand
As his nurse, she put one on his arm everyday
Why he liked them; she didn't understand.
For he was a sad, quiet old man
who she would never catch wearing a smile
He was grumpy and odd, asked for the sticker each day
and had been very sick for a while
Slow breath, soft face, a man who forgot how to laugh
sits up in a hospital bed
11:30 at night; the man is not feeling right
Thoughts are racing inside of his head
He calls for the nurse but she's at her car
looking for things she can't find
She locates her purse and completely forgets
about the man who is dying inside
She is too focused on checking her phone
though she knows no one bothered to call
She has lived life unnoticed, unhappy, unthanked
Will someone catch her if she starts to fall?
Each day she's afraid to get out of bed
She just wants to forget how to breathe
She spends her day saving lives, yet she goes unsaved
No one will care if she leaves.
The man rings the bell quite a few times
but no one decides to appear
He then tries to yell but no sound will come out
so he says this while shedding a tear:
"Took me 96 years to finally see;
96 years to open my heart.
My breath's running out, there's no point if I shout
I wish I could just hit 'Restart'.
So God, if you're listening, just let me say
that I'm sorry I never did live.
96 years were wasted away
because I never learned how to give.
God, I called for the nurse but she isn't here
I worry about her sad mood.
I wanted to thank her for all that she's done;
kept me company and brought me my food
But I cannot move and she cannot hear me
My life is beginning to end.
So God, if you're listening, just let her know
That she was my one only friend."
Outside at the car the young nurse looked up
and as she looked at the bright stars she cried.
While the grumpy old man she served everyday
laid down on his pillow and died.
The girl wiped her face as she walked in his room
what she saw made her eyes just more wet
His heart had no pace; all around her was gloom
But the best part hasn't come yet.
This tattered young nurse who felt so alone
witnessed a miracle ever so grand
The sick weary patient who died all alone
had a sticker on his wrinkly hand.
As she came closer she saw with no doubt
that the sticker he wore was a smile.
And right then she knew she had done something good
and that life was worth living awhile.