If you're watching.
I know it's hard when you realize that were better people separated than together,
Overcoming a pain so strong, it resembled a child being taken from his mother,
I miss everything that was us,
From the dance, to the words we copy, to the daily "oh fuck",
I missed the stabbing pain in my back after a week of shaving,
Even if i said "it sucked",
The mid-morning you'd pull me closer to you,
Is something someone has yet to do,
I dont feel the same with others like when it was 7,
But thats dead and gone now,
And you know I dont believe in heaven,
I believe in the life that is hell waiting for another you,
I try not to let these thought take over,
I don't let them consume,
You taught me howoto be strong when your only love says youre bad,
You taught me to love myself even if I was disgusting, because it was better than feeling like nothing,
But you taught me to love myself enough to let you go,
But now i'm home,
And I sit and wait,
For Sunshine to come anew,
While i wait on another you.