ILLUSION
Many answers, a person can choose.
One not often chosen, the answer to my questions is.
Poetry is the illusion I needed in my reality.
Believe me, when I said that, did you?
Or not, whether you did, I do not care,
It does not matter.
Proof, I do not need.
Unlimited power, my poetry gives me.
My hollowed mind now has a chance.
To me the light I desired, it gave.
To me in a dark time, it came.
It is my silver lining.
Heavy with anxiety, my mind was.
Where to look, I needed an escape and did not know.
I had empty journals in need of a purpose.
So many tricks, as a writer I only had.
Difficult, expressing myself in a meaningful way, it was.
I needed something new.
A different way to communicate, poetry provides.
Held to a higher standard in a poem than in an ordinary sentence, words are.
Poetry grabs attention by the heart.
Many tricks, as a poet I have.
Many meanings, my thoughts can have.
The endless possibilities captivated me.
On a new day, when the sun rises, in the mind inspiration rises.
Almost 40 thoughts a minute, some people have.
Poetry captures these thoughts with astounding clarity.
A treatment for this addiction, there is not.
Not afraid because of that, I am.
Never before has my mind been so free.
At peace, I will always feel.