Internal Suicide

01.22.2009 02:38 pm

Im Running
Im Running
Im Running
Pause.. Suddenly Im Thinking About Jumping..
So Steep..Cant Stop The Adrenaline From Rushing..
Feels Like The Push I've Been Waiting For...
Im Sinking
Im Sinking
Im Sinking
You Might Make It In Time...
Emotions Scattered
The Pain Is Unbearable..
Bleeding Uncontrollable..
Holding The Rope And Knife..
Standing At The Bridge..
Wondering How I'll End This Misery..
What Do I Do When Life Is Not Worth Fighting For..
Is Death More Pleasant After All..
Have I Thought About How My Actions
Will Affect My Loved Ones?..
Tragedy Shatters Their Lives
Like Broken Glasses On Street Corners..
Desperately Needing To Remove The Splinters..
If Life Is Worth Living..
Role Playing Death Is The Only Way I'll Get My Oscar..
A Few Standing Ovations..
Who Will Read The Next Script?
Who Told You Its Better If I Shall Stay..
Zero Dreams, Hopes, Aspirations Beyond Today..
When The Sun Sets And Night Is Born..
Reminisce..I'll Be Gone.
For The Fear Of Being Unhappy After Life Appears..
Physical Flesh Remains Tear Stained..
Bloody Roses..Snot Filled Noses Vanish..
The Ink Dries And I Open My Eyes.

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