Like it used to
I sigh and mourn for the day I lost you,
Your touch and passionate heart too.
I miss the way you loved me like it used to feel
Cause now it doesn't seem like you did for real.
I messed up and it broke you,
I crumbled you and that's true
But I still miss how you missed me and it was not just a phrase you'd say,
How you cared so much I was smiling everyday.
I am saddened I'm nolonger a priority,hurt that you are actually busy
Because I thought I would not live to see that day
I would be so blind to see you,so numb to feel you say
'I LOVE YOU'.
It hurts like it used to when you weren't here.
All vexed by emotions and thought
A wreck in this tumult
All because it just isn't like it used to feel.