Listening to the music,
While tears stream down my face;
Is just another day.
I tell myself that tomorrow will be better?
But I know the truth.
Nothing will change.
Who was I kidding?
Not myself that's forsure.
I have everyone under some sort of spell,
of thinking I'm in happiness.
Life's not so bad,
Just the people in it.
Who I wasn't enough for.
Memories flash in my mind and questions come about.
It's just another day of my life.
Another day of my mourning sorrow.