~ Just Like A Hurricane ~

As our lips connect and we interlock eyes something just doesn't seem to feel quite right. The passion that was once brighter than the sun and hotter than the kiss of steamed water to my skin was now as cold as ice and the gleaming hint of your soul in your eyes was now nothing more than a mere reflection of me and empty darkness. As we part lips my eyes tell me that your the same one who I had loved and adored for so long but something in my soul convinces me that you just isn't the same person who I had once known so well my heart tells me that this person who I'm looking at is no longer someone from my dreams come-to-life and that this person who's hands I'm interlocked with is nothing more than a stranger. 

As time go by each and everyday I try and I try and I try to push away the cold feeling but something in my soul is itching and acheing and screaming "HE'S LYING HE DOESN'T TRULY LOVE YOU LIKE HE CLAIMS THAT HE DOES". I try to scratch and ignore the itch but how can you scratch and ignore what is in your soul. My heart doesn't want to believe that your a deciever and so I continue to stay silent and stay hoping that someday that gleam in your eyes and the passion in your kiss will soon someday come back alive. You start avoiding me and as I go over to talk to you I see a sight that shatter's my heart and forms clouds. It makes my body go numb, turned my once brightly lit colorful world into black and white, and for what felt like eternity makes it seem as though the whole entire world is going too fast. As you hold, kiss, and look at her like you had once held, kissed, and looked at me there I find the brightly lit passion and gleam of unbreakable love in your eyes.

You look into my direction and as though we're like strangers who had never met you look away no hint of remorse or sorrow in your eyes at all. I fall to the ground, cry, and scream. Was everything we had, all of the memories, was it all nothing but just a lie just like your words? Was I nothing more than a game? As I sit here all alone outside is nothing but a storm but inside is a war.  As the wind starts howling and whispering all I can hear is "I should've known" and "you'll never be as flawlessly beautiful or skinny as she was", as the hail starts falling I can't feel the pain because the numbness blocks out anything. From our very first kiss I knew that we would have a devastating ending. For every beautiful beginning there's always a disasterous ending. Just like a hurricane you came and left me with the pain shattering and crying with nothing left but the bitter sweet memories of you and me. 

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