No!

I scream to the wall

As the mirror shatters 

And splinters my fingers;

Die!

I scream to myself

As I bang my head

Against the windowpane

And create further brain damage 

Than ever before;

Hate! 

I scream inside my mind

As I stand there with the cabinet

Flung open and the pill bottles 

Strewn everywhere and taunting me;

Lie! 

I scream in rage

As they walk away truthless 

While I stare silently ahead;

And goodbye!

I scream as I fall to the floor

And never awake again.