For leelah
There is a girl out there buried under 6 feet of oppression
there is a girl whose headstone reads, “Josh Alcorn”
and whose body is wrapped in a black three button straight jacket
there is a girl out there whose parents would rather bury a son
than to raise a daughter
“He was just going through a phase”
and in a way yes, but now her phase is over
Leelah Alcorn set a tumblr post on her queue
to be sent out on December 27th that was to explain her suicide.
She tells the world that her parents locked her up like an animal
Even putting her through conversion therapy
they never let her see the world
never let her connect with the people who love her
even when she did go to school, her parents didn’t give her the skill set
to weed out the negative shit and focus on how beautiful she is
and how loved she is
and what’s sickening is that in research for the poem
I discovered that her parents took down her post and left me with
only my screenshot of the last paragraph.
it read, “the one day I will rest in peace is if one day transgender people aren’t treated the way I was. They’re treated like humans.
With valid feelings and human rights. Gender needs to be taught in school, the sooner the better.
My death needs to mean something.
My death needs to be counted in the number of transgender people who commit suicide this year. I want someone to look at the number and say ‘that’s fucked up’ and fix it.
Fix society, please
Goodbye,
Leelah Alcorn
Number of transgender suicides in the U.S. in 2014:
400 and one
401 people that never get to see the world change
401 people who died never feeling equal
401 people’s deaths that parents covered up as accidents
401 phases gone through
401 therapy sessions
401 homophobic repsonses
401 hey faggot nice dress
401 you’re doing it for attention
401 this is the girl’s room
401 that’s a boy’s haircut
401 the tipping point
401
That’s fucked up