THE LETTERS I WON'T SEND...

I am writing this to you in hope you'll understand, That every stroke I made, it's anguish I can barely stand. I pitied how you've been living right now, I wanted to hug and kiss all of your pain somehow. I am writing this to you in hope that you'll see, That you don't have to choose, cause I'm setting you free. Yes. I will let you go so that you could find the answers, It breaks me so much and all I could do is cry in my prayers. I am writing this to you in hope to lessen your burden, I am sorry that you'll have to feel this kind of feeling. I am sorry that you are confused and lost in space, I am sorry of so many things, that I wished with this, your burdens be erased. I am writing this to you in hope you could find some light, Bestowed to guide you in your darkest nights. Every word in this poem is like a knife that cuts deep in me, Slowly losing all the colors, soon this will be gray. I am writing this to you in hope you could feel it too, How my heart cries for you, how my nights been so blue. I am strong but feel tired as the days went on, I wanted to say, I wanted to stay, I want to hold on. I am writing this to you, with a shaky voice, I know that in time you'll have your choice. But if you are waiting for a moment that I'll be gone, Celebrate then, as I will set you free, my man. I am writing this to you, as I think over twice, As you are the man, so sincere and so nice. You got secrets behind that sweet calming smile, I wanted to know of how much time left to cling for awhile. I am writing this to you, for you to know, If there is no chance between us two, then let me go Don't keep me if you don't plan on a future with you, Just set me free and I'll figure in my life what to do. I am writing this to you, but plan on not sending it, Yet, I changed my mind and sent the last minute. I'll ask you one more time and hope you'll have an answer, Shall I go and bid goodbye? or Shall we stay together?