THE LETTERS I WON'T SEND...
I am writing this to you in hope you'll understand,
That every stroke I made, it's anguish I can barely stand.
I pitied how you've been living right now,
I wanted to hug and kiss all of your pain somehow.
I am writing this to you in hope that you'll see,
That you don't have to choose, cause I'm setting you free.
Yes. I will let you go so that you could find the answers,
It breaks me so much and all I could do is cry in my prayers.
I am writing this to you in hope to lessen your burden,
I am sorry that you'll have to feel this kind of feeling.
I am sorry that you are confused and lost in space,
I am sorry of so many things, that I wished with this, your burdens be erased.
I am writing this to you in hope you could find some light,
Bestowed to guide you in your darkest nights.
Every word in this poem is like a knife that cuts deep in me,
Slowly losing all the colors, soon this will be gray.
I am writing this to you in hope you could feel it too,
How my heart cries for you, how my nights been so blue.
I am strong but feel tired as the days went on,
I wanted to say, I wanted to stay, I want to hold on.
I am writing this to you, with a shaky voice,
I know that in time you'll have your choice.
But if you are waiting for a moment that I'll be gone,
Celebrate then, as I will set you free, my man.
I am writing this to you, as I think over twice,
As you are the man, so sincere and so nice.
You got secrets behind that sweet calming smile,
I wanted to know of how much time left to cling for awhile.
I am writing this to you, for you to know,
If there is no chance between us two, then let me go
Don't keep me if you don't plan on a future with you,
Just set me free and I'll figure in my life what to do.
I am writing this to you, but plan on not sending it,
Yet, I changed my mind and sent the last minute.
I'll ask you one more time and hope you'll have an answer,
Shall I go and bid goodbye? or Shall we stay together?