i am beginning to not understand life
when i was younger, i thought i knew about my future
now as i grow older,life is beginning to become confusing
growing up without a dad is hard
my mom was everything!
my life is confusing now
with my mom gone and everything else
sometimes i feel like my dad was not a real dad
life is getting complicated
i am at the point where i dont care anymore
i am going to live my life day by day
i have this emptiness inside of me
my life would be happier if you were around
i am 17 living my life on a roller coaster
i am wondering when will i get off this roller coaster?
i just want to get off
sometimes i wish i was invisible
other day i want people around
i dont think i will ever understand this roller coaster
or even why i was chosen to ride it
but for now i will continue to ride this roller coaster