*Life Sucks*

Life sucks in school

I'm not brillant nor cool

I'm just an ordinary girl

I still look weird and different

Even I'm trying to be like them

I'm still ugly even I tried to be pretty

I'm trying to be her

I'm trying to be perfect her

Then I realized I'm really tired living in someone's shadow

I'm longing for my lost self when I look in the window

I hate people and people hate me

I'm not pretty even I tried to be

People stare and judge me

They can't see the goodness in me

They can't even hear and feel me

I'm trying to be, still trying to be

But why can't I achieve those things I want to be?

It is because I'm too weak and has no sense?

Say bad things, they don't even care if I take offense

They can't feel me because they lack of sense