Im losing  Losing is easy when losing is what rips me away from the false realities of life So tangled in the web of organized prosperity Taxation of hate has increased to a non refundable price that leaves us empty and worthless to our generation Deep in my being I feel the invaluable weight of my soul Never to be replaced or compared to temporary delightLife is the constant separation of darkness from lightAs I Shed the dead skin of fear and embrace the loneliness that births independence I begin to unravel  Who When  Why Am I.If I deny myself surely I'll taint my spiritAs I lay soliloquies In hopes that you would hear it And The world denies the extent of your sanity when they fear itAs Questions on my mind drift deeper and deeperIm Conscious of my surroundings I've become a light sleeperJust searching for a purpose losing every step of the wayI arrived at your doorstep in hoping I could stay Blank stares down the barrel of religion Time to make the ultimate decision and sacrifice of time and effort I lie awake at night,in a constant fight to overcome my learned behavior Time passes and wine glasses fill but only to wash down the pillI'm losingLosing my grip on reality Oh what a beautiful fatality